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[Tuesday July 12th, 2005] Hey i got a new layout from this cool community bang bang

[Sunday July 10th, 2005] [ mood | calm ] Wow. Me and Warren took like a 4 day break and couldnt stand being away from each other. It was very emotionally draining. BUT we had THE BEST make up sex. It was incredible. We decided on a new plan to keep our relationship strong. First of all to keep the excitment we are having sex only 2 times a week. To keep the romance we have decided to each take each other out once a week. To stay away from arguing we have agreed to do things even if we dont want to because we love each other. Our love is strong and in order to keep it that way we compromised, which is another thing i love so much about him. It may seems like we have to make deals to keep our love strong, but thats not the case. The truth is we just make personal sacrafices and changes because we love each other that much... Warren I love you so much <3 bang bang

[Tuesday June 28th, 2005] [ mood | pathetic ] [ music | Taking Back Sunday ] I dont know what to do. Me and Warren are fighting alot. I cant lose him i love him too much. It just seems like both of our jobs get in the way, his family gets in the way (because his mom is a super bitch), and our (or maybe just my) attitude/s get in the way. I cant let myself drift from him. He is everything to me, my whole reason for being. Without him i dont know what i would do.. Does anyone reading this have any advice on what i can do to keep things together? bang bang

[Saturday June 4th, 2005] [ mood | amused ] Ha Warren is so cute. He is laying on my bed cuddling with my blankets sleeping he looks like a little kid. It is so cute. bang bang

[Thursday May 26th, 2005] [ mood | annoyed ] I hate computers people are dumb fucks! bang bang

[Monday May 16th, 2005] [ mood | geeky ] [ music | Atreyu ] hm.. yeah i got bored and played with my user info a little bit... put some of my favorite bands down.. Atreyu,Boys Night Out, Taking Back Sunday, The Used, My Chemical Romance... yeah im not good with this type of thing but i still try... anyway... Warren got his car together... im glad. Its a Jeep, i havent seen it yet.I applied for a few jobs, just places around town. Walmart, Shop rite, crap like that nothing great but it will do for now. I just need some money so i can get a car too and save up. Me and War talked about living together i know it is kinda early to be thinking about that stuff but i mean I'm 17 he will be 18 soon and if we both work i think we can get a place and do it, or maybe im underestimating the situation. I dont know.. I think im going to go now because Warren is gonna stop by and show me the Jeep... how exciting, haha - Kelly bang bang

[Sunday May 15th, 2005] [ mood | happy ] Yeah im bored, its late.. Warren is sleeping =( I have been really happy lately which is weird. I mean im glad im happy but it is also scary at the same time. I mean i have found the perfect boy, i live some place where im happy, me and my mother are getting along, im doing good in school. I dont know everything just seems to right. Maybe im just not used to this feeling because im used to things being wrong. The situation with my dad isnt even bothering me. I mean he is out and everything and he has called but he wasnt being an ass, and usually i would cringe at the thought of him but now its like.. i dont know how to explain it, just weird. Warren looks so cute when he sleeps =) *sigh* Next week Warren wants to go to some concert... i dont even know who the bands are but he tells me they are good so i guess it is my duty to believe him. lol. yeah. Well im going to go before my loud typing wakes him.. bang bang

[Saturday May 14th, 2005] [ mood | awake ] new layout =] bang bang

[Thursday May 12th, 2005] [ mood | chipper ] Wow i never update this journal just nothing really to write about... and plus me and Warren have been busy lately ;).. anyway..... Tomorrow is Friday im glad cause then i have 2 days off from school. I like weekends.. woo hoo yeah well im going to leave now... Peace y'all bang bang

[Friday April 29th, 2005] [ mood | bouncy ] Today was awesome... but tonights going to be even better!!! yay! bang bang

[Thursday April 21st, 2005] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | BNO ] Well yeah spring break.... hmmm yeah... i hung out with Warren yesterday it was fun. I love him lots... its just weird sometimes because i have these major mood swings and i make him feel bad i think.. and i dont want to do that. anyway.... My dad is out of jail, my mom wants to see him i dont know why... after all he has done? Jesus what the fuck..if he comes to this house i told her im leaving. I know if he comes he is going to say alot of shit to us and maybe even get violent, i dont think jail changed him i dont know if anything can... hopefully my mom will realize this after he sees her and get a restraining order or something... i dont know whatever. this is a subject i dont even want to talk about right now Bye bang bang

[Wednesday March 30th, 2005] [ mood | distressed ] i havent had the time or energy to write in here lately... i have been feeling rele run down.. i dont know what to do anymore. this rele sucks bang bang

[Saturday March 12th, 2005] [ mood | weird ] Guess what! Next Saturday is mine and Warrens 3 mths... so cool.. he is the longest relationship i ever had.. i know it isnt that long, but i never loved someone this much... its insane lol... He completes me and loves me a way i have never felt before. Before i ment him my life was going bad, now that i have him i cant let go. I dont know what i would do without him.. My life wouldnt be whole... Warren your my world. On a very bad note.... My dad is getting out of jail soon. I do not want to see him, and i dont think my mom does either. We have been so much better off, and now that i have Warren im so much happier, i dont know. Its upseting but i have to keep my head up high, and think about what i do have, warren.... i swear he is the best person i have ever ment... My boyfriend and my best friend, warren i just want to let you know im so in love with you. bang bang

[Tuesday March 8th, 2005] lalalalalala bang bang

[Saturday February 26th, 2005] [ mood | sad ] well havent updated in a while... me and Warren had our first argument today, im really upset. He is still mad at me, im not mad at him really i just am stubborn and dont want to apologize cause it was kinda his fault for the argument, so why should i say sorry? I dont know i hope this dosent hurt our relationship to much cause i dont know what i would do without him. I dont even wanna think of it. I know i havent been with him long but i know this is real. Warren if you read this i love you baby no matter what. Im not apologizing to you but i want you to know i love you with my whole heart. 6 shot me dead x bang bang

[Monday February 14th, 2005] [ mood | sick ] ahh i stayed home from school today because im not feeling well...it happens... to bad itis Valentines day andi miss Warren now :-/.. this really sucks... he is everything to me ... i hated it moving here but i would kill myslef if i didnt have him.. not literally but yeah.. he is the best thing in my world.. i have no dad and mom isnt to great an dhe is just amazing. i have dated alot before.. butit wasnt real.. this is real. He si the first person i ever ment that im actually fully happy with. We dont fight cause we have so much in coomon. I feel can actually me be myself with him. ahh it is the bst feeling i the world... warren i love you im sorry that im not there with you on this special day.. maybe i will feel better later and we can spend some time 1 shot me dead x bang bang

[Saturday February 12th, 2005] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Atreyu ] Havent updated in awhile been busy with Warren, he makes me so happy. bang bang

[Saturday February 5th, 2005] [ mood | in love ] Waren i loooovee you soo much 1 shot me dead x bang bang

[Saturday January 29th, 2005] Well i did a layout im not sure about it i think i may change it but it is alright for now bang bang

[Saturday January 29th, 2005] in that picture he is wearing some wig thing.. it looks so real but it isnt cause the back of his head is shaved bang bang

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